I just needed some input I'm very confused and upset. Long story short, I think I'm figuring out that I am bisexual. But my feelings for women seem a lot more stronger sometimes. I tend to get very very emotionally attached to women, I become jealous of them spending time with other people, I only want to spend time with that one person.
When I am in a relationship with a woman they become my world, I wake up just to see them, need to talk/be with them all the time. If I am not with them then I am thinking about them. It gets so bad that I am unable to concentrate at work, I resent my kids and anyone else that diverts my attention/thoughts from this person. I pretty much become consumed, when the relationship ends I usually end up suicidal.
I don't get this way with men, I like them but I am able to have my own life and I daydream about guys but don't become consumed.
I just don't know how to change this and it's frustrating being like this. I do have ocd and am getting treatment for it but nothing seems to be helping. I feel like I will be like this forever.
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